Hi baby, it was good to see you today, even though it was only for a few seconds. God, I love you so much! I’m so glad you’re hanging in there with me. It really means a lot to me.
Baby, you have all my undying love. I hope you know this. I want you more than you’ll ever know, and need you so much. I hate not being able to be with you or even to touch you. It’s just not right. I just hope you never forget how much I love and care about you, baby.
I know I keep saying it won’t be much longer and it won’t, but God, every day feels like forever. I’ve been looking for you for so long that I gave up looking, and then you’re there, and I get taken away. I really did give up on finding the love we have, and I can’t believe, even now, that I found you. You just make me so happy, and it kills me that we can’t be together right now.
I can’t believe I’m going to be 34 this week. I guess I’m getting old, but I only get better with age. Only 10 more days, and we’ll know for sure how much time will be left. I can’t help but hope for the best. I’m going to make this up to you, my love, no matter how long it takes. I just want to make you happy, baby. I can’t wait to take you in my arms and kiss you so passionately like before. Baby, nothing’s changed. I still feel like you are the right woman for me. I can’t believe how you make me feel inside.
It just makes me sad that we can’t be together right now. Some days are harder than others for me, but what can I do? Nothing about any of this is easy. I can’t stop thinking about my first day with you and how nice it’s going to be. I’m not going to be able to keep my hands off you. I just want you so much it hurts.
Well, my love, I’m going to go for now. I’ll see you in the morning. I love you with all my heart, my love. I’ll be thinking about you, baby.